So, it's been almost a year since I've posted anything on here, but dA seems to have recovered a bit from the changes, and because of that I'm debating whether I should start using it again.
In other, personal, news: I've finally "figured out" how to deal with my depression, and also got my fam to accept that that is my reality, maybe not something that they can ever fully understand but something that they can choose to accept.
Speaking of depression, it's a very hard battle, and if anyone who's reading this is also fighting it.... that sucks, man, but I know you can do it. One day you'll find a way that's right for you to handle it. Don't give up. There IS a bright and gentle future for you ahead, make sure you're there to witness it.
My other "demons" are still running amok, though, but that's another story. Main thing, I captured something huge, something that's been with me since childhood, and that's a big step.
Other than that I stopped running around, trying to get every possible small job and founded a creative center (don't know if I mentioned it before). It's been almost 2 (...3?) years since opening and although I've thought about closing it several times now (bc I lost the spirit, other people ("friends") trying to drag me, the creepy whispers at the back of my head, etc etc), but it's still doing ok. No profit but no loss either, which IS actually my first goal for it. Staying afloat! So, that's good.
Anyhow, don't know if I'll be posting regularly here, but I wanted to say HI! and I'm still alive.